Monday, November 22, 2021

"Surely Someone else MUST Have Thought This - "... Because there was no room...""

Today is Nov 22, 2021. I paused before going for my daily walk.(The pic is from a walk from last week). An advent devotional on my table,"Prepare Him Room" by Susie Larson, given by a friend; caught my eye, and so this thought: The stable in which my Savior was born into, literally was and is the condition of the human heart! I know the scripture references as to why there was no rooms in Bethlehem, and why Mary and Joesph ended up in barn, (Luke chapters 1 and 2 a good read to chew upon)... But, so did Father God and I think He likes to use everything to tell His stories and make His points. Of course, I was not in the stable where Jesus was born, however, like most barns anywhere it was anything but pristine - in other words not clean. To be sure there was a dirt floor, complete with bugs, animal dung, half eaten animal feed, (hay, grains, maybe leftover food from the inn given for the animals to finish off - and so maggots). I'm sure the beams/woodwork, gates and stalls were worn, old, weathered. The nails used to hold pieces of wood together were rusted, if they used iron nails. They may have used wooden pegs that may have been broken or burrowed through by termintes... And let's not forget that the barn was dark, OPEN to the elements and public and had ANIMALS... I think you've got the picture. Not a five star Inn. Would Mary have tried to tidy her sleeping quarters - was that a possibility - she was "great with child"? Did Joesph try? They had just traveled some miles for days... I suppose they were both overwhelmed to put it mildly... They both did their best to clean up and settle end for the adventure that was just beginning... But in the barn... Where Jesus the Son of God came into the world... into the heart. Hearts before Jesus are: dark, dirty filled with unwanted vermin, oddly some invited. Without care or concern the heart hardens, breaks, turns cold... Some hearts are so deep in need of repair that people don't even believe they are in need of anything... It is into these hearts, (everyone), that Jesus desires to come. He makes every effort to make a home in such places... He desires to wash such hearts with His very blood - the only thing that can "prepare him room". Jesus is the ONLY ONE who can prepare His room - our hearts. No more could Mary and Joseph prepare the stable for His birth, can we prepare our hearts. It is only Jesus - His grace via His Blood. Soli Deo Gloria, Nina B. I should note: The formatting of this post and others are off! It bothers me a bit that I do not see the paragraphs or breaks I've used prior to pulishing. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, but no doubt it's the age of this blog and there was something I was supposed to do a while ago and didn't...But it's ok... :-)

Saturday, October 30, 2021

Another Year

Another Year By Nina B.
On the eve of another birthday, I give thanks - always to my Father God… I hear the words of my mother, “You’re not supposed to be here.” She was referencing my near death experience sometime before my first birthday - I had developed double pneumonia as the story goes and children of the fifties and low birth weights didn’t usually survive, but I did… Father God had other plans and I, like everyone, am supposed to accomplish something for Father God’s Kingdom. I remember other near death experiences - the attack of a dog as I walked to St. Dorothy’s Catholic Church for a Girl Scout outing. I remember running across the street in front of a car, falling and then sliding on my hand-sewn plastic mat… I gasped as did others,... my attending angels as well… The rabid dog I think they anticipated… Me running in front of the car took some quick thinking and unseen action… Then there was the one that was seen, some years later - another trip - this time as a high school senior to Jamaica and I was bored with my friends and their antics and I decided to leave the group and went for a walk… in the dark, up a hilly road... with nothing but my Pentax single-lens-reflex camera… I may have had my library card as identification... What was I thinking? Clearly, I was not! At the top of the hill there was a man that I was not afraid of passing, so as I walked passed but he extended his hand and kindly said, “Hey soul sister.” I extended my hand to shake his hand but he held onto my hand, (which did alarm me), and said calmly, “Soul sister, you better get back down the road to your friends.” He didn’t need to say it twice. I didn’t question why, but obeyed. I walked at first, but then skipped into a jog… Turned of course, to look back, but he was gone… Some quick thinking and a seen action… I have written about how Father God takes care of babies and fools… Thank You Father! So on this eve of a not so momentous birthday… I have cause to reflect - which I do often, I just rarely write about any of my thoughts these daze… As a Christ follower, I simply enjoy and give thanks for the quiet and the time to think - I am retired from teaching, but certainly not life… I am very careful about how I spend my time. Remember no one - not one, can buy more time. So, I live my life and days and try to be respectful of others living their lives. I choose to read, do art and go outside and walk for hours everyday and talk and smile at strangers… This is something that many people don’t do anymore, seemingly out of fear… but we all make choices… I have noted as I have gotten older, along with family and friends, and especially those who have died; there are some things I don’t want to be remembered for: Living in fear is definitely at the top of my list. Being known for how clean my house is - to the point of having a museum for a living room. Having things that I couldn’t part with and so holding onto stuff as if it were mine. Leaving people untouched - physically and emotionally - this is horrid and sinful. I want people to know that I would and do Speak truth Stand firm Do what is right according to the Word of God - the Bible. And love my Father God with all my heart. When I was young I used to wonder about what I would get for my birthday, but as I got older my query turned into what did I do with the time I was given… Have I done what I was supposed to do, since in mama’s words, I’m “not supposed to be here.”? Truly, only Father knows and as long as He gives me life, I get to do something for His Kingdom everyday! Everyday is a gift! Soli Deo Gloria, Til He blows the final trumpet… Nina B.